HELLO, YOU'VE REACHED SUFFERER. I'M NOT HERE RIGHT NOW TO TALK TO YOU; IF YOU'D LIKE ME TO TRY TO REACH YOU LATER, LEAVE YOUR NAME AND I'LL CONTACT YOU.
[She lets a long sigh out into her tea. It was a legitimate question, one that she did not fully know the answer to, herself. All the confusion surrounding the situation with Dualscar certainly did not help.]
I am sorry I did not talk to you about this before, I really should have. It has been a very confusing month for me. In know you would be there for me, like you always are. It is just...
[She takes a sip, gathering her thoughts.]
Both happened right around the same time. You know I have always been jealous of Dualscar, with how much of your time he was taking. It sort of turned from jealousy to resentment, and from there to hatred. Platonic at first but some thoughts were planted in my head that made me question my feelings. Then... that damned curse happened.
I got blind-stinking drunk from some overindulgence curse and made a drunken post over the network. Dualscar chatted me up, and came and found me. Things happened... and it sort of turned black from there. Even now I am still a little hesitant about the whole black quadrant thing, but that is what it is so far.
After the events of that night, Darkleer came and found me, because he was worried with how drunk I had been. We got to talking, it turned depressing for awhile, for both of us. After talking for what must have been hours, it was decided we needed each other to keep ourselves from doing things we would regret. That is when we entered into a moirallegiance.
Up until now I have been trying to figure out my own feelings about everything, then I found out from both of them that they had each told you already. So... I called you. Felt it was my turn.
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I am sorry I did not talk to you about this before, I really should have. It has been a very confusing month for me. In know you would be there for me, like you always are. It is just...
[She takes a sip, gathering her thoughts.]
Both happened right around the same time. You know I have always been jealous of Dualscar, with how much of your time he was taking. It sort of turned from jealousy to resentment, and from there to hatred. Platonic at first but some thoughts were planted in my head that made me question my feelings. Then... that damned curse happened.
I got blind-stinking drunk from some overindulgence curse and made a drunken post over the network. Dualscar chatted me up, and came and found me. Things happened... and it sort of turned black from there. Even now I am still a little hesitant about the whole black quadrant thing, but that is what it is so far.
After the events of that night, Darkleer came and found me, because he was worried with how drunk I had been. We got to talking, it turned depressing for awhile, for both of us. After talking for what must have been hours, it was decided we needed each other to keep ourselves from doing things we would regret. That is when we entered into a moirallegiance.
Up until now I have been trying to figure out my own feelings about everything, then I found out from both of them that they had each told you already. So... I called you. Felt it was my turn.