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HELLO, YOU'VE REACHED SUFFERER. I'M NOT HERE RIGHT NOW TO TALK TO YOU; IF YOU'D LIKE ME TO TRY TO REACH YOU LATER, LEAVE YOUR NAME AND I'LL CONTACT YOU.

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From:

feralfanatic

[It is sort of the trunkbeast in the room she had been trying to ignore.]

That sounds perfect then
Do you want tea or coff33 or anything?
I can put it on for when you arrive

From:

onlyasign

TEA, PLEASE.
DO YOU HAVE ANY OF PSII'S HONEY FOR SWEETENER? IF YOU DON'T, I'LL BRING SOME ALONG.

From:

feralfanatic

I do
I make sure to k33p some on hand at all times
Just in case
You know?

[With that she sets about preparing the tea. Something relaxing, more for her own nerves then anything. he already knew, at least that is what they said, but it was going to be an awkward conversation regardless.]

From:

onlyasign

I KNOW. SEE YOU SOON, KITTEN.

[A short time later, there's a gentle knock at her door.]

From:

feralfanatic

[Her voice rings out from the kitchen in response to the knocking.]

It is open! Come on in!

[Good timing, too, as she was just now pouring the water into the teacups.]

From:

onlyasign

[Sufferer lets himself in, and follows the sounds into the kitchen, where he comes up behind Disciple and wraps his arms around her waist, burying in face in her hair and breathing deep.]

Hey, Kitten.

From:

feralfanatic

Hey there, yourself, Nubby.

[She stops mid-preparation of the tea. He sort of had that effect on her. At least for a little bit.]

Now careful, I do not want to splash you with boiling water. You are cute, and I want to keep you that way.

[She was trying her best not to dwell on the imminent conversation.]

From:

onlyasign

You keep saying that. I do not think cute means what you think it means.

[He lets her go and settles into a kitchen chair, watching her move around the kitchen as she prepares the tea.]

From:

feralfanatic

It means what I want it to. I am willing to bend the rules of language for you. Only...

[She rounds towards the kitchen table with a twinkle in her eye, two cups of hot chamomile tea in her hands.]

...because you are cute.

[She offers him his tea, and takes her spot across from him settling into her own chair.]

From:

onlyasign

[An eyeroll, but it's a friendly one, and Sufferer proceeds to drink his tea without further complaint.]

So what's on your mind?

From:

feralfanatic

[A small smile, as she takes a sip of tea; nice and relaxed. The exact opposite of what her mind was feeling at the moment. Regardless, she knew that he already knew what she wanted to bring up, but half of it she was still a little uneasy about, herself. She already promised herself she would not hold back around him anymore, not after bottling up for so long.]

I... Wanted to let you know I have filled one, possibly two of my other quadrants. You mean more then anything to me, so I want to make sure you are okay with that. It has come as a bit of a surprise to myself, I must admit.

[The tone of Disciple's voice had dropped a bit, and suddenly she was finding her tea endlessly fascinating.]

From:

onlyasign

I know.

[Sufferer's tone is serious, but not accusatory or angry. He just sounds solemn.]

Why didn't you tell me earlier, Kitten?

From:

feralfanatic

[She lets a long sigh out into her tea. It was a legitimate question, one that she did not fully know the answer to, herself. All the confusion surrounding the situation with Dualscar certainly did not help.]

I am sorry I did not talk to you about this before, I really should have. It has been a very confusing month for me. In know you would be there for me, like you always are. It is just...

[She takes a sip, gathering her thoughts.]

Both happened right around the same time. You know I have always been jealous of Dualscar, with how much of your time he was taking. It sort of turned from jealousy to resentment, and from there to hatred. Platonic at first but some thoughts were planted in my head that made me question my feelings. Then... that damned curse happened.

I got blind-stinking drunk from some overindulgence curse and made a drunken post over the network. Dualscar chatted me up, and came and found me. Things happened... and it sort of turned black from there. Even now I am still a little hesitant about the whole black quadrant thing, but that is what it is so far.

After the events of that night, Darkleer came and found me, because he was worried with how drunk I had been. We got to talking, it turned depressing for awhile, for both of us. After talking for what must have been hours, it was decided we needed each other to keep ourselves from doing things we would regret. That is when we entered into a moirallegiance.

Up until now I have been trying to figure out my own feelings about everything, then I found out from both of them that they had each told you already. So... I called you. Felt it was my turn.